
Benji was an old pup, overweight, beset with quirks Peeing in the house was high on the list of what would irk He could be kind of bossy, and a bully when he played, But most of the time he snuggled, my Velcro dog by day. Spoiled rotten he was and a piggy to boot He'd scare himself whenever he'd toot. He lost the weight and the allergies too But with focal seizures and shaking, his brain was going to-da-loo. He'd nip and growl if he didn't get his way, Or perhaps when he was surprised, Instead of moving out of the way He'd lunge and with his teeth - swipe. He'd finally crossed a line with the one he loved most One quick movement and his future was toast. He took a bite out of my calf, through jeans he left his mark It was with relief and sorrow that we'd finally come to part. I never thought it'd come to this The decision needed to be made. A dog that bit was too high a price For what I'd have to pay. To walk around my home in fear Out of love for a dog so dear And worry about our friends who came It was time, but just the same To say good bye is hard, even when you're hurt To lose a loved one so cute and bury him in dirt But I've learned things and know I tried To give him his best life before he died. He was loved and cared for, free to run, And now his journey is over and done. Bye-bye, Benji with those big soulless eyes Your whimpers will no longer awaken me before the sunrise I will not miss your belly bands or cleaning up your pee But I will miss you snuggling right up next to me.
Oh yes, it is so hard! I think because most of our pets trust us so much. You made the right decision, but right doesn’t always equal perfect peace. Blessings to you as you adjust, and maybe find another little old dog to make happy.
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So beautifully said and beautifully sad. These times in life test us and may teach young hobbits the need to know where their eternity lies. Thank you for sharing.
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